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late nightstonight, i watched you from afar with inquisitive, glazed eyes. i'm sure you noticed it in the back of your mind. the windswept wave of your hair, the cascading sway dissolving before my ignorance. i heard it in the countless passing remedies, the wefts and warps of the inborn attraction to incoherent aesthetics. he was right. perhaps the raw hot thrust of rushing trains and the shoulders that delved into your collar bone did leave you in the shutter of a photograph. maybe the mild similarities endanger all of our sealed superegos, but whoever cared enough to decipher the repressed?
the loss of idling words--
i gazed at your split perfection as he did, all the uninhibited freedom and quiet, convincing smiles, the every inch of perfection in the haze of his capacity of love. the reverberating heat of those stolen moments rose dutifully from the perpetual pit of fascination. to watch a person breaking into happiness was always a defect of determination. authenticity undefined. to
dedicationi always knew you understood me by intuition
you could read my features
but you died too soon. (what is death?)
words too soon forsaken
i don't find serenity in the haunting images
the twisting wooden textures; they have eyes like yours
the reluctant acceptances and arbitrary denials
resting in the engravings of your name carved in my skin
nothing ever escapes until suicide.
you'll never feel, you can't see
i'm sorry you failed to be my only other constant
please stop analyzing those
damned stars and paper clouds
you'll never find another stable
the same anorexic permanent ink
in another wrenching scheme you call a structured system
i don't need your closed fearful eyes
they're burning me down again
when i close my eyes
i'm never with you.
all i see is a color i don't recognize
blazing inching crawling
spelling out your presence
their muffled whispers scream silently
"you can never see red."
it's a different kind of religion
a decadent reincarnat
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