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late nightstonight, i watched you from afar with inquisitive, glazed eyes. i'm sure you noticed it in the back of your mind. the windswept wave of your hair, the cascading sway dissolving before my ignorance. i heard it in the countless passing remedies, the wefts and warps of the inborn attraction to incoherent aesthetics. he was right. perhaps the raw hot thrust of rushing trains and the shoulders that delved into your collar bone did leave you in the shutter of a photograph. maybe the mild similarities endanger all of our sealed superegos, but whoever cared enough to decipher the repressed?
the loss of idling words--
i gazed at your split perfectio
dedicationi always knew you understood me by intuition
you could read my features
but you died too soon. (what is death?)
words too soon forsaken
i don't find serenity in the haunting images
the twisting wooden textures; they have eyes like yours
the reluctant acceptances and arbitrary denials
resting in the engravings of your name carved in my skin
nothing ever escapes until suicide.
you'll never feel, you can't see
i'm sorry you failed to be my only other constant
please stop analyzing those
damned stars and paper clouds
you'll never find another stable
the same anorexic permanent ink
A Reason to LiveIf only she had the guts to actually do it, to just leap among the cold waves and sink in death among the fish. She breathed in the smell and taste of saltwater, and water sprays hit her face, neck, and chest. She shivered slightly in the breeze from the waves, but she wasn’t really bothered by the chill. What weighed on her mind was something much deeper than the weather.
A pang of apprehension penetrated her heart as she envisioned her body being plunged into the water and weighted down by the strong waves. She thought about what it would be like to gulp in mouthful after mouthful of water, choking and never feeling any relief, b
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`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More