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My Room--descriptive writingWhen stress and misunderstanding collapses on its teetering, spindly legs, I'd become that dark storm cloud brewing and raging a dark shade of frustration. I'd try to toss my worries in my trashcan and shoo all that meaningless noise buzzing in my head, out the window, down with the rain. White walls would scream at me and pop my eardrums. Brown doors, closets, shelves, tables, and even the floor, would push me into quicksand. I'd imprison myself in this little monotone cage, the prison that accidentally tipped into the deepest darkest pit of gloom. Sometimes that roarin' music would blast all those hatred into smithereens, but other times, even jellybeans can't stop the drizzling watercolors that had drained out of me and leaked through the wooden floorboards.
c r yYou don't understand
what those piercing words are like
the punctuated syllables
what is wrong with you?
spitted at me
hitting me straight in the face.
what is wrong
i want to scream and retort in your face
what is wrong with YOU?
But of course,
my mouth is dry
my mind is blank
and you knew that
i just couldn't do it.
You can't see
how hard it is
to swallow down salty tears
that shouldn't have slid down my cheek,
when i swallowed down that lump of rock
and squeezed all the hurt and hatred
clasping onto the single strand
that you don't actually mean it.
Tousling in my tightly woven
mess of a brain,
you don't know
how ripped apart i am
how i pretend all the time.
That echoing voice of yours
the light laughter
smiles and loving words
that you have
won me over with
seem so unreal.
what love is not.it was a s l o p p y first kiss where
my drunk lips fumbled against yours.
the dull thwack of my heart,
locked behind curved ribs
cleared my groggy brain,
clouded with lustful premonitions.
it was an e l e c t r i f y i n g first kiss where
you entwined your hands in my hair.
your mouth encompassed mine and
my breath became lost in the steady
of your chest.
it was a s h y first kiss where
i pulled away before you could explore.
your tongue grazed my teeth,
searching for a way past the ivory gates.
i dug my finger into the stubble along your jaw,
my nail lulling your carnal desires.
it was my first kiss with you.
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